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phil I'm depressing 030329
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Freak im a freak
i know too much
im not as innocent as I look
im not always the quiet one
i look better than you do
i WONT/CANT lose
revenge is sweet
they know theres something under the mask
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Aimee because they fear themselves.... 030330
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cube That would make you a walking mirror of sorts...
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p2 some
because they don't know me
others
because they do
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User24 if people do fear me (which I see no evidence of) it's probally because they know I can kill all their blathes with a mere 50 keystrokes.

Muahhahahahhaahah!!!
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User24 (or if they didn't, they do now.)

see sacrificial_blathe_to_prove_a_point
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cube Have I introduced y'all to my good buddie User24?
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cube Hey, maybe he can clear out some of the old blathes that we'd rather not remember. There's a job for ya Guv...
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User24 good idea, but I don't want to remove stuff that other people have blathed to.

"With great (or even any) power, comes great responsibility"

Which is why I'll be pissed off if anyone flames me for pushing blather this far; let's face it, I've done it responsibly and in my own blathes only..

I promise I'll stop now though.
('cept maybe in test_site2)
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grendel because from the comfort of my longboat i am a menace to all those who navigate the fjords?

because i've been known to decimate crops with my mandibles?

or maybe because i am a mixture of just enough parts "not very smart" and "less civilized"?
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J. Robert Oppenheimer Exactly. 030401
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chiidi Damn.
This from one of the guys who built the A-bomb.

Yeah. I guess that means i must be as awful as a i always feared.
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/anon I dont talk I dont like the same crap as they do I have scars on my arm I dress funny my hair is too long I have Ideas of life and mankinds origin they cant understand I am not christian I fall into the freak catagory just because I dont fall into any catagory I like anime I like Nine Inch Nails as well as bach and beethoven i HATE sKATEboards I dont play any sports I can be intelectually overpowering I am democrat in a overly republican neighborhood I am too shy I bring your mood down im depressing Im a synic I hate everything and everyone Im no good I am so lazy I cant do any good for anything or anyone Im stupid I dont value life I wish I were dead Im on paxil and concerta I cant relate to a buch of 8th graders 030401
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niska meh... could be that time of the month when aunt flo visits... who really knows, right? 030401
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niska /anon - why do you hate anyone, let alone the skateboarders? 030401
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J. Robert Oppenheimer I was actually responding to User24. And I was not "one of the guys"; I was the guy in charge! 030402
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the amazing! - the craptastic!......grendel i know that, i was speaking generally, without regard for position in the matter. 030402
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/anon [enter] I dont hate the skateboarders I just hate the skateboards.
and I hate it when they make fun of me for not liking those things

its craptacular
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/anon [enter] I devoloped a taste for hateing stuff

Like that guy from The Critic when your depressed you tend to hate stuff anyway
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niska yeah... true that. 030402
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the godfather hmm. i dont think i would fear /anon. in some ways he/she reminds me of me. 030403
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Freak....Lilac....whatever you want to call me This guy who is about 2.5x my size told me that he was scared of me today. When I asked him why he said it was because I was intimidating. Intimidating in the mischevious sense. 030403
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jessicafletcher because i'm loyal and if you hurt someone i love i'll kill you mobster style. because i tell the truth. because i love to fart loudly. because i see through most crap... because i like to watch kipper the dog and then watch my salival videos...
i guess because i'm different.
but mostly because i made girls cry from 2nd grade to 10th grade... it was too fun though. they were mean to me in 1st grade and i spent years getting revenge. so i developed a reputation.
but in college no one knows so i don't have to worry about it.
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User24 salival videos?? 030409
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boot wearing girl I wear big boots.

(no, seriously, people fear my boots.)
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/anon I love big boots! I wear them all year! 030411
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not so anonymous boot wearer me too, and in Hawaii 030412
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splinken Because I'm a seven foot tall robot with lasers in my eyes.

3+ years blathering, and I just realized that I haven't mentioned this until now.

Secret's out.
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god cuz i blast the klezmer on the hi-fi when i go cruisin' in my '69 odge dart. 030505
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lo because i get very loud when i'm drunk. and when you say stop taking pictures i'll tell you i'll kick your ass ( i don't know why that worked maybe the missing teeth thing). and when you grab my ass i'll bitch you out and then you'll throw up in the trash can. that was a weird night. 030505
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Freak/Lilac/Jessica Conversation between me and someone I go to school with:

him: ya know, your the only girl that has ever scared me. You are the only girl I am afraid of.

me: thanks

him: No, really, im serious

me: I know you are
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stork daddy you terrify me too...but i can't put my finger on why. 030508
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Db bECUSE THEY CAN 030509
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shivers im dont think ppl r afraid of me, they jsut dont understand y i do the things i do... i hang with a bunch of freak, have been wiht a bf for about 3 months that i hate, and i never talk. im just really tired all the time. ppl arent scared ( i hope) but they do tend to aviod me 030509
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eyedream Many people love me, but many people hate me. Because I am a dreamer and because sometimes I use a big word. Which they see as elitist. But I promise I am not. Just lonely. 030509
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girl_jane I asked my friend a while ago why I didn't have a boyfriend. He said I can be intimidating sometimes...

I asked why they would think that.

He told me that anything different and unexplainable can be intimidating.

I'm not *that* different, and I can be explained rather simply.

I am not as complex as I'd like to think I am...I'm just Sondra Jane, and one guy has realized this.









He said he loves me;









I believe him.









I love him too.









That's what's scary-









not me.
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Dafremen Is it because you already know what will happen when the passion dies and the relationship becomes a routine?

Or is it because becoming committed means that the jealousy will have a chance to burn that much hotter?
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crimson That's the problem.
They don't.

And because they arent afraid, they refuse to go away.
I say angry bitchy sarcastic things in all seriousness and people just laugh, "Hhaha thats a good one."

NO. You really suck.
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sylverquiklight i honestly wish i knew why people fear me. there's nothing to fear. and i am far to simple to understand. 041019