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Christy Brown I am losing you again
all again
as if you were ever mine to lose.
The pain is as deep
beyond formal possesion
beyond the fierce frivolity of tears.
Absurdly you come into my world
my time-wrecked world
a quiet laugh below the thunder.
Absurdly you leave it now
as I always foreknew you would.
I lived on an alien joy.
Your gentleness disarmed me
wine in my desert
peace across impassable seas
path of light in my jungle.
Now uncatchable as the wind you go
beyond the wind
and there is nothing in my world
save the straw of salvation in the amber dream.
The absurdity of that improbable joy.
The absurdity of you gone.
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