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silentlybroken Wakes up early in the morning and goes for a walk, when the world is at peace, to feel like he's the only person alive. 041026
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silentlybroken Reads the final page of a new book before starting. 041103
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silentlybroken Is angry. 041118
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silentlybroken Reads blathes of the past and shakes his head. 050726
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silentlybroken Finds words cast unto this blue ether forever. 050726
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sab sometimes_she 050726
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spilt_milk ignores what he wrote here in the past as if repulsed, knowing that he is reentering the state that allowed those thoughts to exist in the first place 050726
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silentlybroken is enraptured. 060408
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silentlybroken Hurts but doesn't let it show. 060408
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sirflaccid Sometimes he forgets to tell her how fun is to be with her.
Sometimes he forgets to make her feel beautiful when she smiles.
Sometimes he forgets to hold her when she needs it the most.
Sometimes he forgets to stop competing forWho’s had it worse

Sometimes he forgets how to draw her attention.
Sometimes he forgets how to make her feel special.

Even though, he never forgets that he loves her.
How was she to know?
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silentlybroken Watches a film and laughs in all the wrong places. 060418
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silentlybroken Observes his short fuse rendered still shorter. 060418
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silentlybroken dreams with open eyes. 060421
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silentlybroken Forgets to remember. 060429
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silentlybroken Always misses herb 060522
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Correction *her 060522
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silentlybroken Renews old mistakes. 060601
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silentlybroken Finds the cure in the unlikeliest of places. 060601
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silentlybroken Makes her cry. 060814
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rage just looks at me and smiles.
a thousand of his awkward stumbling little spoken words could never compare to that openness.
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silentlybroken Finds delusion the greatest elixir of mankind. 060913
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silentlybroken Rues opportunities missed. 060913
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silentlybroken Makes love to a Swedish girl called Lisa-Sofia. 070902
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silentlybroken Makes a bold statement. 080117
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silentlybroken Is guilty. 080117
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silentlybroken Is granted lessons in aversion. 080128
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silentlybroken Is devastated in a manner he never entertained as being possible. 080204
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silentlybroken Wonders if it's worth it. 080302
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unhinged drives me so crazy i wanna kick in his face





i shouldn't have a roommate
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silentlybroken Ends something beautiful. 080303
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silentlybroken Is so much happier without her. 080530
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silentlybroken meets someone fascinating. 080728
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past makes a hash of words and thoughts and sounds and tries to see what's where. 080728
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suicidalchinadoll loves so hard he has no words.

and other times he leaves her out to dry.

but she continues to spin her circles in the hope that after completing one more round of prayer beads, or perhaps one more walk of the labyrinth and out again..
he'll stop being scared of loving her
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T plays golf too much. 080730
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TalviFatin plays golf too much. 080730
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Doar spilling his mind. I believe that we all live in our own little world. It becomes smaller and smaller over time, this ever shrinking world. You can do so many things when you are young. You can fly, you can sing, you can do set your mind upon anything and achieve it.

And sometimes you are blocked and stuck in your own mind, telling yourself that it's not going to go well when you try something, it's going to end up in failure....again. That's when you start to doubt yourself and start to question what your reasoning is to even start that task.

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