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unhinged
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resenting you and what you've said and done only makes me hard_and_bitter
a hard_and_bitter shell around my heart is quite possibly the most painful thing i have experienced. i know it goes against who i really am and who i really want to be and that hurts.
so i forgive you. i forgive all the nasty things said and done, fucked_up and sober.
(i am sorry; i am only human. but then again, i never claimed to be anything else, anything more)
i forgive you. but i can't be with you anymore. i've been writing about it and feeling it for months, over a year actually, and it somehow doesn't lessen the pain. there is a corner of my heart, cracked and raging that we didn't work.
but then again
tenaciously
clinging
didn't work either
i really do hope
you find a happy ending to your story someday
( brother_ali )
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