to_stay_awake
yummyC
eyes
peeled
held
back
by
invisible
wires
kinda
like
in
clockwork
orange
.
only
those
werent
invisible
.
kinda
like
insanity
.
i
just
need
to
slide
by
the
minutes
I'd
like
to
speed
up
the
clock
but
,
although
I
am
losing
my
mind
with
lack
of
sleep
i
DO
understand
that
it
wouldnt
affect
any
other
clock
in
the
world
.
and
i'm
funn
of
yawns
i
don't
think
they
ever
end
because
the
shadows
are
chasing
one
another
fighting
dreams
and
begging
insomnia
.
pleading
with
gray
unhealthy
skin
wanting
to
keep
awake
so
i
can
BE
A
GOOD
BABYSITTER
ARGHH!!!!!!!!
I
NEED
SLEEP
!!!!!!!!!
JESUS
FUCKIN
CHRIST
i'M
AN
OLD
FART
.
GET
GROUCHY
AND
STUPID
WHEN
GODDAMN
IT
CAPS
LOCK
IS
ON
NOW
.
ok
anyways
i
get
grumpy
without
sleep
. *
sigh
---yawn*
im
done
done
done
.
need
to
walk
around
.
020216
...
yummyC
I'm
back
again
.
I
could
be
at
a
party
,
but
money
is
much
more
alluring
right
now
.
Money
now
,
fun
later
.
020223
...
three words
to_stay_awake
reinforce
the_way_it_feels
050718
...
jane
to
stay
awake
when
sleep
is
creeping
up
on
me
,
when
the
territory
of
dreams
holds
no
security
(
i
know
i'll
dream
of
the
City
)
where
freedom
is
endless
&
simultaneously
ephemeral
.
050718
...
pete
dancing
until
the
sun
rose
050719
