the_ungrateful_note
amy in blue
i
wonder
if
we
imagine
people
in
the
deleterious
role
we
have
strung
out
for
them
in
a
gloriously
simple
game
of
telephone
by
string
we
hear
ourselves
in
the
echo
chamber
but
it
is
arduous
to
find
out
exactly
how
.
if
we
want
to
flash
out
crack
out
our
reaction
the
best
we
can
do
is
imagine
what
our
piss
must
look
like
now
.
this
loyalty
thing
only
meant
to
me
that
you
were
being
fooled
.
150414
...
Fir3 Cub3
My
brush stokes ....
are
graves
,
precarious
greys.
150415
...
Fir3 Cub3
Hey
sweethearts
. ...
I
have
a
confession
. ...
if
you
have
ever
had
the
question
why
I
haven't
ever
said
....
Or
claimed
my
love
for
u
.
I
wasnt
sure
what
...qualified
as
love
?
I
had
this
notion
that
love
was
singularity
....(you
know
that
I
am
sort
of
utopian
being
...I
like
to
strech
things
till
the
edge
of
entropy
and
pure
chaos
)....but
somehow
I
have
managed
to
strechout
a
inch
more
....to
my
definition
of
love
.
I
now
see
love
as
....
A
delicate
harmony
between
singularity
and
pure
chaos
...
A
dmetastate.
and
u
my
love
....
would
love
to
experience
that
I
love
you
.....
With
u
it
feels
like
I
am
the
delicate
harmony
....
Its
ravishingly
beautiful
.....
but
there
is
a
catch
.....and
I
know
you
love
cliche
.
150419
