blather
without_you_im_reduced_to_pieces
unhinged this disease is cluttering my brain
i don't have that much time to feel it
busy looking to the future
but today i wanted to hold you
and you weren't there
i try not to think about you anymore
i try not to think about you
holding my hand
i try not to think about the dramatic_irony
of the last night we were together
but my god dear
i_miss_you
i miss being a complete human being
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