blather
kind_of_unfinished
the awful truth well, remember, that night when i said just what i meant?
and i told you whats on my mind as it entered my head
and i told you about this life and wishing i were dead?
and you said that you understood and you knew just what i said

well that night some nights ago when i said just what i meant?
well those words just kind of fell from lips with no thought to consequence
and now i'm thinking back on the meaning of what i meant
and now i'm kind of wishing i were back in time
or dead

sometimes a poor man on the street
a tired soul
record on repeat
well maybe i saw something in your eyes

and sometimes a poor girl might stop and meet a boy
and maybe something sweet with start
well dont you see my disguise
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the awful truth Looking down the barrel of a life
Wrought with indecision;
nightmares in the night
I wake up sweating,
dreaming bout my wild side
and i look out to the city lights
and i think, a little, die inside

Looing up the blade of a life
pressed to the neck,
you choke, but you still fight
you're losing hope slow
like water from the leak
in the hull of that boat
that rocks you to sleep
watching the leak,
on it you thinking deeply,
you dont get a bucket;
it won't stop the flow of the sea

in order to fix your boat
and stay afloat
you need to read
the words i wrote
you need to expand
the mind you got
you need to think
outside this fucking box
i know we're trapped
you and me
there's walls of a prison we can't even see
the invisibilty of our chains makes it more difficult to name
the culprit
its us
our fear of death and our wishing to be one
with god the invention of neccessity
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