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thorn
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i'm going on a date with a beautiful lady on monday! she's going to cook me dinner.
my first real first_date.
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Doar
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Cool!
I wish for you Thorn, that you end this date with a kiss. Or more.
Hey, I like to hear of peoples happy endings.
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thorn
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thanks doar :]
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we watched a movie and cuddled and made out friday night. then we had our date monday night. we ate thai food, talked a lot, cuddled on the couch and watched a movie. it was really great. she told me she had a really good time.
then she called me this morning. "i'm sorry but i can't do this right now, not when i have other things hanging over me. i really like you and i should have thought more before starting this." i think she's not over her ex. i asked her if there was potential for trying again when we are in better places in our lives. she said no.
this is now two people in a month, maria and my ex steve, who have rejected me by saying "you're really great but because of circumstances i can't be with you right now and i don't want to try again in the future."
i feel like there's something wrong with me, like i must be doing something wrong, because no one wants me. they tell me i'm awesome and that i'm not doing anything wrong, but clearly that's bullshit because they don't want me.
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oh crap.
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looks like it's the other person's problem, not yours
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e_o_i fails shorthand
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i.e. nothing's "wrong" with you... but it must be tough even so.
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This may not help, but you are not alone in your alone-ness. I sit here tired, cold and typing. My body won't accept sleep and no body will accept me...
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