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| amy nada |
i've decided there's a certain threshold where the thrill of winning money doesn't match the amount of money won. if i can't fund my next two cars and a master's degree, it's not worth it and i won't play it. it's draining to play too much. so far, my luck has it that when my Part of Fortune is hot, i win $1, which pays for the ticket. if this is all that happens, ever, then i will deem my luck as only the kind that covers the bases i happen to run, and there's nothing "new" that's going to happen via some gambling scenario. and then, at least i would have tried and gotten clear on the issue, which amounts to more than a hill of beans, if you know how to metaphorize and truly reflect upon the lesson. |
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