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Blah!!!
What a shitty day.!. Days like this come and go but I am still here. That is the worst part.
Actually, today has the potential to be a good day but the outlook is bleak. I haven't had a really good day in such a long time its freakin scary.
So what do you do? What do you do when you feel sad and know that you don't really have any power to change it? What is the next step. You would think that with all the experience I have I would have figured it out by now.
My solution: stop giving a shit!! But can you do it? I don't think I can. Why?? Because I let myself value things too much.
So now what?
I come to blather and I blath. Blather has almost become a indication of how crappy thing feel. I miss interacting with people. Even if I never see their faces.
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blather seems, at first, a refuge from the world.
however, it is not.
we are blatherskites, we inhabit this world, and we inhabit blather.
blather is the world.
this knowledge should not depress you.
take solace in the fact that, as parts of your world turn away, other parts of the world will turn toward you, and embrace you.
blather is the world that cares, the world that laughs, and the world that inflicts.
but with one difference.
you have the ultimate power of control.
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so
interact
go
with
that.
you
will
find
you
will
love
the
path
you
decide
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someone else
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you
will
breathe
you
will
be
you
will
express.
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EECP
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Hello, somebody??
Do I get to know whom is speaking? Or, do I live without that knowledge.
I appreciate your comments. They are quite similar to my feelings.
I meant to express that Blather is an outlet for my pain, when I am depressed.
When I don't feel like I have anywhere to turn, everyone that is here...is here for me too!!
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030625
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i
am
here
for
you.
you
just
don't
know
it.
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030625
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EECP
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Thank you!!
=)
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somebody
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I am not ::
no problem.
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Polly
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i
want
to
get
closer
to you
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