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hsg We all forget our breath when we trip too hard on past or future. Th i s tress. Returning to breath ends time.

We indulge in the projection of time. How ready we are to come back to the present moment under whatever circumstances may arrive is a measure of our inner peace. That disposition is essentially willing forgiveness. It's the only way I've found back to peace. Look what happens to your breath when you laugh- it's bursting, you'rentirely with it! & wHeN laugh we are no longer in past or fut u re.main here, now :-)(-:
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In_Bloom Less talking
More smiles
More laugther
More actions

... being present, it's working
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Hsg More smiles


i'm trying
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In_Bloom I'm trying more than ever before
I think I have more appreciation this time around and also a sense of how fragile trust is, how easily hurt retreats into hurt because it's familiar
Good stress is still stressful
:D
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unhinged sucks balls


i've been on stress headache status for days , having my character attacked is making me cry at the drop of a hat, and i dread going to work


*sigh*
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