blather
why_don't_i_write_happy_blathes
endless desire it seems i am always writing blathes
where i am very sad
because sadness seems to inspire me to write
and now i turn to blather.
but i'd rather be happy than write all the time.
i honestly would.
but i can always go back to
ice_cream_aloud
that blathe always seems to make me happy.
sometimes when people don't try to hard
they end up doing something that
really
really
helps.

wants to be happy.
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Syrope when you smile, the whole world smiles with you
sometimes i want to smile by myself

but i always want someone to cry with me when i cry
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endless desire funny, i hate crying
and i hate crying in front of other people
those who have seen me cry
have witnessed a once in a life time experience.
that's not to say that i don't cry.
i cry often. just alone really.
and about the stupidest of things.
my_life_is_a_emotional_rollercoaster
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