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Doar At the tones,
at the interpretations.

It doesn't hit me everytime,
but it does absorb me.

Is your sky the same as mine?
It goes with the sweeping motion.

It should erase or confirm,
Are you now?

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unhinged i only hear from you when you need something
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because you have a problem
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i don't hear from you for awhile


i'm tired of being used
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Doar A statement...not a reaction.

My knowledge of this discord of life, is this, limited as it may be.

Ouch, I do think that I'm at a loss.

At some point here, in my own loss, I have come to the POINT of my life.

I've been abused, and yet I've been trying to make up for every single moment since. I could say maybe I've been trying to alleviate my pain, but I don't think that is the answer. I try to collectively make my own psyche better, for myself. Like I have uttered here in the blue before, I will not become that human that regrets his past.

It doesn't matter to others, I'm guessing, what I do with my life. But it does matter to me. While I live and breathe (cliche I know), I am striving to be the better man. Treat people with kindness, no matter how they treat you.

Respect people, no matter the terms they entreat upon you.

I am a better man, both in mind, body & spirit (I hope).

These are my thoughts. Grant them what you will.
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