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| REAListic optimIST |
reacting to chaos intentionally placed by a housemate's drawn out exit, to fear of success, to feeling overwhelmed. projects sit untouched and half finished. thoughts sit incomplete and ignored. sleep is chosen over a bit of progress. I'm failing_on_four_cylindars keeping the other four cylindars running to keep my job, to pay my bills, and to continue getting A's in school takes all of my energy and focus there's nothing left for projects and barely any left for friends/family. when i was unemployed and not in school, i had the other four cylindars churning and i'm not sure how to recapture that to succeed_on_eight_cylindars |
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