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amy so haumea nah, i have faith, still, that there's warmth in the future. i have a marvelous faith.

although, each little sidestep out of the way has led me here. freedom, yes, and greater self-understanding. maturity. a direct knowledge that had i done it all again, i'd happily do it differently. where it hasn't led, though, is money or friends, which is, of course, a bummer. would i trade the talents i've gained for that sort of thing? i wouldn't know.

(i suppose it all depends.)
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amy if it goes by my house, then it must be I-90. but I-90 doesn't go through milwaukee....

hm. i bet the post office would know.
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