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flowerock I felt so tense and stressed today, I felt afraid in a way and overhwelmed, just normal life things... housing, money, lack of sleep, pms, underhydration, havin time an energy for our relationship and for myself. I got a lot done, that helped. I read some sweet and sad blather things an cried. I listened to conversations on the bus and cried. I watched dogs at the shelter playing outside and cried. I feel so overly emotional, but is it really an excess? I cry but it's not all sadness, it's everything all at once and it feels beautiful and healing sincere.

I felt myself loving myself, comforting myself. I closed my eyes and felt this a while. I saw the little me inside of my body, my soul maybe. she/I cuddled up to my heart, hugged my heart, curled up to it. She cried and sighed and snuggled to my heart. "I will protect you, I will love you, I will take you with me when I go."

thank you
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unhinged i cried on the bus today while listening to elliott_smith

there were no cuddles of any sort afterwards. i got off the bus, picked up a sandwich, got on the third and final bus. 		140717
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flowerock my cuddles were self cuddles... inner_cuddles

unhinged, reading your blathe "thanks_mom" was one of the waves of crying I had. it doesn't take much sometimes, just empathizing with a story from a person I don't really know about someone I haven't met.it was a combination of the genuine sadness of what she went through and the respect and empathy you show for her in your words.

it's been a long life and day, it felt good to cry and release the tension, let myself just_feel. such a long day that I started typing this on the reading screen without clicking "blather" for the nifty text box. 		140718
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unhinged (i cried about that story too) 140718
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