| selective_mutism | ||
| arwyn |
I used to say whatever came to mind. reactionary things. silly things. random things. Things to get attention. now I don't care as much. I don't want to be seen. I don't want to be heard as much. self consciousness? maybe. I want to read and consider other people's words. I want to listen. To absorb. like a sponge. then my brain gets in the way. I raise my hand, so I don't interrupt. then i forget my thought. words words words but never hearing anything why speak if there's nothing to say. because you're human. attention is an addiction. |
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