november_november
bethany
i
really
wish
that
warm
bread
feeling
was
already
there
,like
i
wish
the
sun
was
all
the
way
up
,
wish
i
didnt
have
to
wait
for
my
first
warm
fuzzy
of
the
day
anxiety
stress
shouldnt
be
here
,
makes
me
want
to
be
3
again
in
september
,
with
new
pencils
for
school
i
bought
more
crayons
yesterday
night
and
things
for
my
trip
anxiety
am
i
going
anywhere
,
is
he
still
thinkng
about
me
i
said
i
did
,
but
i
didnt
think
i
was
gonna
actually
feel
it
anxiety
am
i
waiting
is
this
a
misapprehension
no
one
else
felt
as
good
anxiety
its
breaking
me
down
021103
...
freakizh
i
opened
my
eyes
and
it
was
already
november
021104
...
squint
It
usually
closes
with
more
endings
than
necessary
.
i
always
forget
to
prepare
in
october
.
what
beautiful
spores
drifting
through
the
sunbeams
!
Ahhhh
.
deep
breath
.
021104
...
D y a n n e
is
my
birthday
month
such
a
great
time
021105
...
ClairE
This
is
the
real
shit
.
Wet
all
day
,
gray
all
day
,
everything
wrong
and
turned
upside_down
.
I
know
too
well
this
is
what
November
means
and
yet
I
look
forward
to
it
every
year
.
Just
telling
myself
it
makes
me
stronger
,
and
the
thought
of
slush
breaks
my
heart
.
031117
