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So guess who shows up at my door the other night while i was still grounded?
yeah, it was her.
suddenly after something like three months of treating me like something she wanted to scrape off of her shoe, she suddenly wants to talk to me again.
i can settle for having to put my other feelings on the back burner if it means having her as one of my best friends again, but the way she acted toward me when i let that genie out of its bottle left me wondering if i can really trust her. the fear that something like that might happen is what kept me from saying it the second i knew it.
a big piece of the trust she held as my friend has been broken and i'm afraid of being faked_out now. i don't want to be suspicious of her, but i don't want to repeat this whole scene again, because if it does, it means i'm a fool
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