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standing on the ouside looking in you tell me how fragile he is. you tell me to be gentle. you warn me off being physical with him. you tell he how close he was to suicide just a few months ago. you tell me how you will kill me if i ever break his heart. you tell me, over and over, how delicate he is inside.

you tell me how scared you are of loosing him.

then you scream at him in public for things that have nothing to do with him. you cry and weep and rage at him for things you did yourself. you treat him like shit when youre having a bad day.

and he leans his head against me and says 'im just so tired of it'

and my heart breaks for you both.
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