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nonlucid i think it's a hormonal thing, or something... something about the rush i get when guy x of the moment who i've convinced myself I'm utterly and totally obsessed with and in love with comes into the room, or says two and a half words to me (the rapture!)... it's not worth the agony that comes with it, but I keep on doing it anyway...

there should be a name for it... some kind of disorder... logical faculties of the brain totally cease to function
serial crushing
i think i might possibly remember that being in "love" releases some kind of positive chemicals which are sort of addictive in a physical or psychological sense, or something... hmm.
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flexible it is hormonal. the parts of the brain affected are the same ones that ecstasy affects, which is always nice to know. ecstasy as a substitue for love, scarily plausible...

also addictive:
lust
power
being wanted
manipulation
and others...

all of which are corruptive.
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