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so_irresponsible
.x. tonight out in public
she embarrassed not only myself
but my brother
in front of strangers
cuz he didn't remember his code
and i didn't bring the card he gave me
two weeks ago with his code# on it

i thought he would have known his #
but he didn't & i didnt

so she said in front of strangers
really loud and disgusted in us

"you two are so damn irresponsible"

its one thing to make me feel like dirt
but please don't do that to my brother
i could never say this to you though
i just sat there and cried in the car
looking out the window, thinking of giving up on everything... cuz im through ... im done ... nothing is working ... nothing will work out ... and im tired of trying anymore... tired of being a nobody ...
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