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A glint of tildans fury The driving forces within me - the things that make me best. The white ot fury; the hazy passion.

If I'm incenced, I'm so powerful.

If I can sustain this, think of what I could become?

Some kind of soulless prophet?
Or some kind of mystical mercenary?
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unhinged my heart hurts from unuse
underappreciated
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flowerock the aperture of the heart, is light coming in or bleeding out? overjoyed or devastated? there is hope in the darkness and shade from the noon sun.

maybe you ve out grown your current self, maybe you're still becoming someone else.

or the light effects in art? did your watch spoil the film in the rolling_room? or did you forget a filter? maybe your film speed was set wrong to begin with...

in any case. keep
creating. growing. loving. giving. seeking. sharing. recieving. alwayseeknowledge
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unhinged have you ever heard of the_five_buddha_families ?


im very much a padma with secondary vajra. but the padma in me aches to be completed by a reciprocal relationship. aches with it.
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flowerock I have not heard of that... you write about things that interest me, like the_five_buddha_families. sometime I will sift through some of your words unhinged, and learn somethings about the spiritualike things you share here. I have not really studied anything thoroughly in a long long time... most of my recent_knowledge is incomplete and full of holes. I am relearning to focus and pay attention, inside and out. 140707
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unhinged there is a book called the five buddha families and i think the authors name is irini rockwell or something like that.

i have been studying and taking notes on blather for a long time. some of the notes are kinda jumbly.
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