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there's_this_girl
just a kid she's kinda smart... one of those highly organized people, with a highlighter and binders filled with neatly written notes on looseleaf

she gives off an engineer-in-training vibe, one of four girls in a class of 30ish
her calculator has pink hearts on it; she has a little mermaid pen

she asks questions when something hasn't been made entirely clear
carries around a diskette in her agenda in case she needs to save something [organized.]

i try to amuse her occasionally [make a dumb math joke], she'll laugh
like people usually do when i try to amuse them
but it's kinda lol and not rotflmao or clever

she's pretty damn competent, a good person to compare assignments with

she's pretty, too
the other day she was all pink sweater, black skirt, shoes & hair that was kinda vaguely curly and looked like she'd spent time on it

and some girl (a pretty one) complimented her, and i woulda but... "hey i like your hair / clothes" in whatever girl-talk-ish way is normal really isn't in my vocabulary
more like "yo, nice matrix - your solution style's way elegant"

and i kinda feel like a hulking awkward kid who happens to be relatively at ease in this context we share [academically], though a social failure

but yeah. she's cool.
yeah.
*sigh*
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jane a girl came into the restaurant today.. her ears are stretched to i think 1.5 inches... short blond hair, blue eyes.. i dont know why but i felt like i had known her for a while... at the very least had seen her around town. you dont forget lobes like that. i found myself joking around with her comfortably... but now i dont know if i'll see her again.. or if she's even swinging that way.. i guess i'll just have to leave it up to fate. if i get another chance will i even take it? 060217