blather
_all_these_
a bird whose spent the last sense in his head all these "i'm sorry" 's
and "i miss you" 's
are useless
i fucked this one up
long ago
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scuzz All "these things" need to end. I ask you, unable to relate, how do they stop? All these things poke at my mind. Push. Shove. Knock out. These things back off, and I hope they've gone.

There they are poking again.

You cannot relate to my "things." No one ever has. But when I find that person, will I have the strength to admit to "these things?" Someone here must understand, or at least stand to read this. Tolerate, maybe.
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once again are too many... 040621