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stress_levels
lostgirl approaching full tilt 110113
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unhinged i just want to curl_up_in_a_ball 110113
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no reason sometimes when i tell myself not to worry or just do what i can or make an effort to do something for myself, it forces the stress levels to decrease

it's not always possible, of course (especially considering the stress causes) but important to try to do

it's kind of unbelievable how much trauma stress can cause to our bodies
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Ouroboros high. high. very high. but what's new. no ground underneath me, no container to hold me, no net to catch me, no friends to see me. all in new high stakes settings. 110113
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unhinged i almost started crying on the bus today; the tears came up so fast it was all i could do to stop them from falling.

i think a few escaped because i had some mascara rivulets under my eyes when i got to work.
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unhinged i am seriously contemplating going to the doctor for meds. that's never good... 110503
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unhinged oh so fucking high


work
family
roommate



ugh
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unhinged losing_my_hair 120630