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Twitch This world seems so far away sometimes.

I don't want to be alone...I want to plug_back_in
051010
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Piso Mojado walked to the bus,
jauntily stepping,
wonderously looking

at each object I passed
as if for the first time,
as if each were plugged in to
the same electrical current,
the same network
as I
051010
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Twitch Actually...

sometimes that isn't a bad description.
051011
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Twitch I feel pretty plugged in right now,
Like I can go along with life...(be in the moment)

I still have some depression though...

I guess my connections off...
051012
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Twitch goin to a psychiatrist to fix that connection. 051013
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Twitch Zoloft fucked up my connection...


When I touch things it feels strange (it's probably having a bad reaction with something else.)
051017
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Twitch Connection is good.

My lack of confidence plays a major part in fucking it up...


and so today...My goal is to gain some confidence! (Using Exclamation points can't hurt.)
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