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Grievance as me grandpa used to say, "I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired." 020214
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so fucking lost so fucking tired of all this shit 020215
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DavesHeroinGirl I know you feel this way... I want to make it go away. 030131
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Syrope tired of laying in bed and hugging my pillow and having my entire frame ache for something familiar to hold
tired of focusing my eyes on things that aren't worth seeing
tired of feeling incompetent, falling behind, and not understanding how it all happened to begin with
tired of sleeping strange hours
tired of waking up and not knowing who's in the room
tired of tiptoeing around in the dark trying to get dressed and find my books

you don't miss me now,
one day you will.
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ferret i miss you already, the sweet satisfaction of helping one more person, tho i know it wasn't in my emails how i really felt, i tried to help but you just pulled away, you should've just told me before. always avoiding my questions. milk spilling all over the table. 030202