blather
nobody_notices
squint careful lipsmacks
satisfying your expensive lipstick
that no one even notices you wear,
it fades on your cup of coffee
as your right hand
half heartedly drums the day's beat
with that classic pencil
that sings numbers on your yellow paper.
a young girl sprawled over two chairs
scribbles words into an all consuming notebook
across from you,
and your faded lips purse
as you see her furtive-but-not-so-furtive
peeks out of the corners of soft brown eyes
picking up
what others don't try to see.
How neatly you position your legs
wrapped in expensive pink
and the frowning creases
travelling from baggy eyes
as you look at that frantically analytical girl
so eager to fill pages
with whatever those teenage girls
write nowadays...
so in this business daze
you rise from your wilting lunch
of leaves
and leave
on worn feet
shoved into uncomfortable chanel shoes
that nobody notices.
020525
...
squint is insane nobody notices

hey, complete deja vu...


nobody notices that i meant what I said
and i do as i say
and i

try...


you know what? i should be happy. I'm leaving this awful place. i'm
going to be

free.

sort of.

the old ball and chain

gains weight.

*sigh*
020531
...
year of the bastard somebody_else's_problem 020531
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ClairE Oh, I guess you did. 020531
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Zoe i don't know why i do it. i get all dressed up for him. i even wear matching underwear (today it is a sexy black bra and underwear set), nobody notices. i might as well save my money and just wear a paper bag all the time. 020531
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logan nobody notices me, and why should they? im nobody important 020711
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frAnk "with that classic pencil that sings numbers on your yellow paper."

nice. (pushpins!)
020712
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phil what was that? 020712
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Staind_And_Souless Nobody notices a Fallen Angel's tears. No one hears my silent screams. 040406
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BitterSweetDream Nobody notices me anymore. I'm just the girl who is there. The reserve for when others are away. The one to love you when no-one else will and everyone else has turned their backs. That's me. Nobody notices me 040418
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mysticlove sometimes i swear i must be fucking invisable! 041008
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Staind_And_Souless That I still love you. 041024
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checov That you two are meant to be. One of you refuses to admit it. The other refuses to want it 050708
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factory reject we're all so involved in our own little worlds of sel-pity, eh? 050924