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symbolic
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Sometimes,
I can't tell whether I want to be someone or fuck them
or both
I can't draw the line between whether I'm attracted to someone because they're pretty or handsome or hot in some way, or because I want to look like them
I can't tell if I like boys because boys are hot, or because I want to be a boy sometimes
I can't tell if I like girls because girls are pretty, or because I want to be a girl sometimes
Sometimes I really enjoy Kate Bornstein's saying "Never fuck somebody you wouldn't want to be"
(or was it never be somebody you wouldn't want to fuck?)
Sometimes I am not sure where the line is between people who I like as friends and people I want to kiss
Sometimes I'm absolutely sure that I really wouldn't want to be remotely like any of the people I'm attracted to, that I'm straight and a and that people of the opposite gender are in some way way different from me and
well,
why would I want to be like that?
sometimes I don't differentiate very strongly
mostly I don't know much of anything at all
sometimes I don't know where the line is between being fucked up and being different
scratch that...
all the time.
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