| kristian | ||
| fucked once too often |
I still think of him sometimes when I masturbate. |
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| does it ease the pain? |
I miss his voice. no |
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| does it ease the pain? | One year on and I am still wondering what happened and trying to let go. I guess having something else to grab on to is my usual remedy for this situation; but this free fall, despite its deliberateness, is at times a little hard to steer. | 100719 |
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| today | oh how I hate thee, let me count the ways. | 100725 |
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| does it ease the pain? |
I look at Paula's photos of Santorini and my heart breaks just a little more but tomorrow I know I will wake; my hatred grown and fully restored |
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