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flowerock I do not eat animals these past few years and the thought of eating flesh makes me kind of sad and sick feeling... but i am not against meat as a food source either... just the way most of us use it and waste it today... and how is raised ect... you've heard it all before... but I've been thinking lately that my preference to not eat meat may be because I am still afraid of death. I still cling to this body and life and feel panic when I think of leaving it. Some who eat meat have said we are of the same life force and flesh so it's just part of the system and journey and feel good about it... I felt that these people were also.more comfortable with their impermanence in their bodies as well...

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flowerock As in "who am I to decide it is time for this other creature to face death when I am so afraid of death?" It feels unfair to me. 150312
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The Message I'm not afraid of death. It's not that I'm courageous or fearless. I believe that all that's here, isn't it. There's more. I can't imagine it, though I try. I just know that it will be beautiful, and will last forever. 150313
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