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sabbie
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stay here
stay with me
here
you're so busy
looking over your shoulder
looking behind you
looking to what you thought
you once had
that you cannot see
that you cannot appreicate
what you have
now.
don't hold up a non-existent history
and weap that today doesn't match it.
let it go, little girl
let it all go
history is jsut a pencil drawing
memories are always coloured
history cannot be touched
cannot be relived
should not be used
to hold against people
to hold against situations and say
but today doesnt match it
i want it to match it
why doesnt it match it
anymore?
it never did, little girl
what you say you had
you didnt have
and today will never match
something that wasn't real.
stay in the present little girl
stay here
with me.
if you stop looking behind you
you might see what you have now
you might realise that what you have now
is kind of pleasent
is kind of nice
is nice and friendly.
life is change
change is evolving
we are all trying to evolve
and wether you like it or not
you gotta come along.
don't drag your heels little girl
don't drag your heals
because if you drag and dither and procrastinate too long
you'll get left behind.
they're not going to wait forever, little girl
they have thier own paths to follow
so get up out of that bed little girl
and throw open your window
lean out, and breath in the fresh air of this morning.
the past is a memory
the future is unknown
throw off your shoes, and come dance in the wet grass of today with me.
i love you little girl
my heart aches to see you like this.
it's all so simple
if you'll jsut open your eyes
and look to today
today is all we really have
live in today
come, open the door to your house
and the door to your head
and the door to your heart
and i will lead you
home.
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*teary-eyed awe*
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Sapphire
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since the day I met him
I was told we would someday..
and so I saw and
thought I saw
no, ok
I saw
he saw
he knew
but still
went forward with these
plans
lascivious plans
dirty minded plans
and I think now
about when I was in my 20's
and I know
I got stereotyped
badly
They call me 'grandma'
make jokes
but if I lived in my 20's
like they live now
would I even BE alive today
?
for them to make jokes about
and mock
because they can
and are in their 20's
so have the vitality to act like asses
who are 17?
even at 17
I wasn't that dumb
in the sense of being unkind
I still
love You Eli
Always will
but does that even mean something to you now?
Demi and Ashton
news at 11
I was ALWAYS real AND sincere
signed
still not a cougar chik
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even when it hurts; even when my stomach is knotted and my breath is too quick and the ground is weak beneath my feet; stay with the body and the emotions and the sadness of it all.
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Doar
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what is it?
is it hours on the phone?
a conversation that happened?
a smile you heard in her voice?
what_is this distant love?
it harms you with the ache you feel and the promise of more dead feelings.
but it also warms you in that ache, knowing she is out there, and still there.
I couldn't have these fingers if she was not there.
A cut off of my personality, a stumble.
But it would not stop me, these appendages, because these are not my heart, not my soul, these finger's are not my message, nor my want.
They convey, they type, and then they sleep.
But my mind never sleeps. And this waht I want "YOU" to know.
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daf
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*tears*
Just WOW sabbie.
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flowerock
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Sabi ' words indeed. I am receiving echoing reminders, assurances, lately that the present is not the past. I can keep growing, I can rip up the roots that are still clinging to the pain. And the dissapointment, I can learn new realities and accept different facts. I can open up. I don't even have to let go... I can embrace instead. I can hold now, I can carry it like a child, nurture it. Time is our gift. I tend to hold others to an image they never were or promised to be, on a pedestal as it is said... I do that with myself too, but sometimes the pedestal is a hole.
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