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| kerry |
i used to dream about you all the time. the night before i got married, you called me, we hadn't been together since 2006, but now and again you reappear. you called and left a painful, awkward message, over a minute long: "just wondering if you're in town, maybe you want to catch up. oh this is me by the way. so you know, gimme a call back. or don't. maybe i'll talk to you later. hope you're well. wow this is a long message. okay bye. last night i searched for you in my dream. i held your hand and ignored everyone who told me to leave you in the past, for fuck's sake, how long is this going to go on? i took your hand and i stood close to you. i was happy, and you were happy. i felt full. and then, still in my dream, i opened my eyes. i was standing pressed against a concrete wall, grinding against it, wishing i was fucking you, and i felt foolish. i stepped back. i woke up. |
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| dafremen | see also: dreams_of_the_false_prophet | 190317 |