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Mahayana pressed against the cold reflection breath warms the glass
frightening fragments astounding in all the ways nearly close enough. almost so my lips hear the whisper of your skin- the soft voice of your hand- all the undertones. but i never touch you and for all the reasons that you can't quite place

tonight though. im subsided with loneliness and the unoccupied heaven of your neck. im out of my mind with your body. one more memorandum of words and you touch my eyes where they rest on indications of you. you're demonstrating a point. showing me how escape, recovery, and deliverance can be extended by good passion & conversation.

it's clear that my sense is gone. abandoned me to you.
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pressed against the glass
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a clever disguise my safest, most comfortable spot of all time has to be bliss hall after hours hiding in the room with the baby grand.

I could play and scream as loud as I wanted, no one could see or hear me.

On my way out all the doors would be locked, but the cleaning people knew me and let me in and out.

You can't get alone time like that anywhere anymore (or at least I can't).
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