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| whisper_to_the_moon |
I never am truly alone I always have this heavy burden The huge bag I have to carry around It's my mind. My mind is elusive and has a plan, behind consiousness. A plan that I will never know. my mind is deceptive it throws lies at me Gives me false clues and ideas I wish I had my head back It has been taken over by an army of laughing monsters, pointing out my mistakes, and always putting me down. My mind has split away from me Focus- gone. Emotions- gone. Love- gone. Belonging- gone. Maybe my mind hasn't split away. Maybe I have split away from my mind. Maybe I have betrayed it somehow, and now i have to figure out how to live without it. My mind is an evil swarm of randomization All my normal, rational, thoughts have died, and they never occur anymore. Deceptive Plotting and Evil My mind Unknowing My mind. |
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