wanting_to_be_like_you
Aimee
Seriously
.
If
I
could
be
that
smart
.
I
feel
like
an
idiot
next
to
you
,
and
I
know
you
don't
mean
me
to
feel
that
way
.
Maybe
it's
just
cause
I've
forced
myself
to
believe
for
so
long
that
I'm
an
idiot
that
now
that
I
have
the
chance
to
prove
myself
wrong
,
I
keep
fucking
up
.
But
god
I
could
be
that
smart
....
there's
no
telling
where
I'd
be
right
now
.
011027
...
unhinged
where
everything
is
casual
means
nothing
more
than
the
surface
exchange
of
words
and
hugs
a
master
of
the
manipulative
with
a
shallow
pale
heart
you
say
you
miss
me
but
i
never
hear
a
word
you
say
i'm
not
supposed
to
be
alone
but
you
always
have
somewhere
else
to
be
i
had
a
feeling
things
like
this
would
ruin
my
side
of
things
011027
...
Casey
I
used
to
want
to
be
like
you
,
then
I
realized
you
were
a
cheating
lying
bastard
who
uses
everyone
he
knows
and
doesn't
think
twice
.
011028
...
Dafremen
Yes
.
I
know
,
I
know
.
Impressive
isn't
it
?
Enough
about
me
,
now
WHY
is
it
that
you've
decided
NOT
to
be
like
me
again
?
011028
...
silentbob
no
one
should
emulate
that
guy
011028
...
monadh
raindrop
cool
breeze
nightingale
soft
colour
in
the
sky
moon
dancing
on
the
sea
horizon
of
a
new
day
011029
...
Nikita
he
is
terrible
,
i
couldn't
believe
it
,
i
think
he's
like
a
terrorist
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