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blown cherry someone asked me today why I was in love with Blake

"Because, it's like, someone out there sat down and decided 'hey, why don't we make the absolute and perfect being for Cheryl to fall in love with' and hey presto out pops Blake"


someone asked me today why I wasn't in love with him

I laughed. We only just met silly :)


someone asked me today if I would make out with them.

I laughed again. No one had ever asked permission before. It was nice to feel something else for a while, someone else for a while.


I asked myself today what in the hell are you doing?

I'm not sure.
I think I'm being stupid and 23.
Maybe I should try the whole staying away from boys thing that Michelle suggested.
Maybe I don't know how.
Maybe I'm happier and more on top of everything than I have been in...(thinking)....a year and a half.

Maybe this moment of power will be fleeting like the rest,
not including the moments of pain of course, those last forever.


someone asked me today if I would call them later

It's nice that someone wants to hear my voice.
Nice to exist outside of me for a bit.
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blown cherry We've been known eachother for a couple of years, but only been anything like friends for a few months, and this was technically the first time we'd seen eachother outside of uni.

"You've never been to Newtown????"
We went on a bit of a mini pub crawl.
Not that the pubs were small of course, not even that the crawl was particularly inordinate in length, but the upshot was we only had 5 drinks, so perhaps the state of inebriatedness at the end of the evening (ie. now) is what the whole 'mini' part is supposed to be addressing.
Hmm. I don't sound just a little bit pissed at all now do I? %)

At the Marly.
I got up to go to the loo.
I told him that by the time I got back I wanted him to think of a new topic to talk about.
When I returned he said he'd thought of one topic and two questions.

Topic: What country in the world would you go to right now if you could?
(answer) Hawaii/America to see if yummy is ok

Question1: What is your last name?
(answer) 2 years and you don't know?
hehehe. guess!

Conversation strays. I think later I should ask what the other question was, but there is a very very tiny misapprehension in the back of my head, and I'm a bit drunk so I forget.

Walking past UTS.
Question2: Will you come back to mine?
(internal reaction) crap! Why'd he have to ask that, it's been so much fun tonight. I could never be attracted to this guy like that, I have every admiration for his brain which is truly amazing (he DID our quantum assignment for us last year without ever having done a quantum subject, just some chemistry), but there is no way in hell I'd ever do a thing like that with him.

(answer) no.
(he says) looks like the umpires decision is in then, I'll just have to accept the decision
(answer) like there's a choice!
I like this area there's so much neat stuff to climb on!
(he says) that was a neat diversion
(answer) well, would you like me to draw it out then? ok, we'll talk about it, we'll turn it in to a really awkward situation.

But then we discovered a massive pile of bread dough outside Subway and proceeded to indulge in a dough fight, so all was forgiven and (mostly) forgotten, or at least left behind on the steps outside UTS.

Someone asked me today for a kiss on the cheek goodbye.
I gave it to them, but I think it was only out of pity.
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