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re_alisma oh, you guys almost exclusively show evidence that you are pretty much, when we're all dead and gone, in the enemy/non-supporter category. if this proves to be true, i will only make a deal to point it out to you in upcoming life-scenarios. if it is not true, then i will have to do the self-examination to allow in that real-deal friendship, someday.

(but it's all okay for now, because i'll keep working hard to set you free.)

the worst of it: as far as i can tell, you're almost all correctors, all teacher-wanna-bes. and i don't seem to be of the opinion that i deserve lots of correction. are you finding it all that constructive? sometimes i truly fail to see the point, but i know we are mired in a webhole of relativity.

so, you know, do whatever you want, who cares. congratulations and everything. karma not not incurred, life is undoubtedly gained, and life still goes onward!

on the one hand, i know i'm paranoid and exact a pretty high standard, but get real. i also know it's important to know when people aren't really interested in friendship and, as a result, interested, somehow, in something else!

saving grace, though, i think, overall, it's okay you can be interested in something else. and i'll continue to be non-passive aggressive and snarly... it's interesting and it's fair game. i just seem to want to point out that it's not a friend thing at all.... so there, yeah, not-friends. keep up the good work!

and congratulations. just so you know, i kind of do this thing where i let you win just to prove that you didn't win. AND I WILL HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO NOT DO THAT. i guess the question is: did you really want to get sucked into this whole karma/whatever of mine? i'm guessing not.

so, okay, i guess it's completely justified, you being my not-friend and non-supporter. and so I can now be resolved. I WON'T EVER ASK IT OF YOU AGAIN!!!!

(unless, of course, you DO want to be a friend!!!!! i like to think i'm always open.)
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