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ride okay
so its not the fact that i havent slept for two days, well maybe
maybe its the fact that my thought are raw then , that i hold no fears, that i say what i feel, but honestly its not really that, it the fact that your presence can drive me crazy, when your around, i forget all else, i dont seem to care, i dont seem to want anything else, everything seems possible, the music in my ears feels like im live in a concert, my heart beats faster, that thinking about you makes me want to catch the first flight to europe and meet you, that knowing we can never be tears me apart, that seeing you sad makes me low, that loving you is all i really want to do, that i want you to see this page but im afraid you will just drift away, that i would do anything to make you happy, that i really do think you have a heart even though you say you dont, that your will makes me want to be a better man, that your smile drives me crazy

that i really do love you
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