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perfectly_chaotic In our minds we usually make sense. It has been my experience that, especially when angry or upset, the message our words convey does not usually precisely match the message we intended in our heart. This is even more true since a listener, especially while disturbed in some form or another, will not accurately hear what is being said... No sense in trying to figure this one out. It's like the chicken or the egg in a manner of speaking. 110901
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re_alisma we should strive to be understood except when we're farming biodynamically.

well, that sounds exciting, but it is just my way of referencing certain thoughts, or methods, or something. make that: "except when we would like to not make sense out of sheer boredom with our predictability." (and that's definitely what is known in R. Steiner/ anthroposophy circles as farming biodynamically, but, you know, you'd have to have researched Steiner thought to know about it what the hell i'm even talking about, at this point.)

so: "except when when we would like to not make sense out of sheer boredom with our predictability" will have to be what i mean, in the end, here, of what i'm sayin', or something.
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