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love & hate Living like this,
it's impossible to do.
I can't go on,
I can't continue like this.
The air in unbreathable,
the shadow's too dark,
everything is grey,
no shades of colour,
no beams of light.
Once you've lost what i have,
you are lost forever.
No escape from these thoughts in my head,
no release
from this bitter cold world.
It is all gone,
everything i tried so hard for,
will never flow in my veins again.
The blood is frozen,
encased in the past,
smothered by the future,
which could have been.
A break in time,
which i am trapped in,
forced to replay,
the happy memories,
only then to have them
taken away from me.
Once reality realises,
he does not want me to be happy.
He shows me the truth,
what i have lost,
he is the devil himself,
burning himself into me,
until i turn to ashes,
he will pay his cruel game,
and show me only pain,
until i turn to ashes.
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minnesota_chris Living like this,
without gum,
it's impossible to do.
I can't go on,
I have nothing to chew.
My breath is stinky,
my pocket too empty,
everything is boring,
no shades of colour,
in my mouth.
Once you're out of gum,
you are lost forever.

No escape from this oral ennui,
no release
from this bitter cold world.
My gum is gone,
everything i want so badly,
will never flavor my mouth
until at least five pm or so.
My mind is unfulfilled,
encased in hardened ABC gum,
yearning for the future,
which could have been filled with gum.

An empty torn foil wrapper,
which i am trapped in,
forced to replay,
the happy memories of gum,
only then to have them
taken away from me.
Once reality realises I have no gum,
I shall never be happy.
The package shows me the truth,
what i have lost,
it is the devil himself,
tempting me with its smell,
until i turn to ashes,
it will pay its cruel game,
and show me only pain,
until i turn to ashes.
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love & hate FUCK YOU 040623
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baka fuck me!
oh wait, sorry, what was the question?
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