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This isn't how it was supposed to be. It was supposed to be harmless flirting. You were supposed to think you're in love with me. You're fucking with my would. This isn't the way it happens. It's not real. All you're doing is getting my hopes up. It never works out. Boy's dont like me. That's the way it's always been, and that's the way it's always going to be. I don't even know why you're doing this. You say I'm pretty, we both know I'm not. You say you're falling for me, we both know that will never happen. You're to good for me. Everyone is. Right now, I want to go up to my old room, and clean out the closet. The stuff myself in there, and never ever come out again. Just curl up and die. I hate it when people get my hopes up. Thers nothing better for me. I've been told all my life. Crying's weak. You've made me cry. I know you didn't mean to. But this is the second time. The first time I was hurt. This time, you're the one thats hurting. And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I just... I dont know what to do about it. You're making me feel again. And I don't want to. I want to stay numb forever.
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*corrected Version* This isn't how it was supposed to be. It was supposed to be harmless flirting. You weren't supposed to think you're in love with me. You're fucking with my world. This isn't the way it happens. It's not real. All you're doing is getting my hopes up. It never works out. Boy's dont like me. That's the way it's always been, and that's the way it's always going to be. I don't even know why you're doing this. You say I'm pretty, we both know I'm not. You say you're falling for me, we both know that will never happen. You're too good for me. Everyone is. Right now, I want to go up to my old room, and clean out the closet. The stuff myself in there, and never ever come out again. Just curl up and die. I hate it when people get my hopes up. There's nothing better for me. I've been told all my life. Crying's weak. You've made me cry. I know you didn't mean to. But this is the second time. The first time I was hurt. This time, you're the one thats hurting. And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I just... I dont know what to do about it. You're making me feel again. And I don't want to. I want to stay numb forever.
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