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blueberries for you your innocence is under attack by an enemy who has redefined friendship, sticking the knife in your back as he is shaking your hand.

somehow, there is no blood or pain, only a fire you want to fight with more fire, yet you know from experience doing so will cause you both to burn up. so you fill a bucket with human kindness that is against his heartless nature and fearless sensations you thought dead. with swooping flare you douse the flames.

they sputter and hiss, producing a smoke that stings your eyes, blinding you long enough for your enemy to make his cowardly escape.
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im useless (but not for long) no squealing
remember that it's
all in your head
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dB I had a discussion with a good friend who is also my mentor today.
She came to the conclusion that I am a hopeless romantic, and if I let this chance slip by, which also may be my last chance to no longer be lonely, I am a fucking idiot.

Talk about sensations.

damn
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