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endless desire
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i just sit here and read every blather on every list and then hit 'go' until my head hurts and then i sit on my hammock until i am dizzy and then want to call you but you are still asleep and it is two o clock and i would make plans but i can't because with everyone who calls and everyone who asks and everyone i could ask, i just think, he might wake up soon and i would rather be with him than anyone and now i just don't have a life, you see, and this is the first day of summer and i am just sitting around in my skimpy top and sweats on a day that isn't even warm enough to swim and i have no way to get anywhere i would want to be anyways. all of summer won't be this way. wake up damnit!
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