blather
trapped_myself
so fucking lost rust
and blood
and filth

degradation on all sides

mud sliding down the sides
mud slide

roiling black messes
tangled in
head spinning
world spinning

dizzy.

dizzy
and blacking in
blacking out
blacking in


flashes of heat
in the heat
head burning
body burning
life burning
as i turn

away


dizzy
and floating
in guilt
and pain


trying to justify
the unjustifable


get me outta here.
winged panic
gotta fly
gotta get
outta here.

trapped.
trapped in on all sides

flighty
edgy

still trapped


boneless
spineless
hate
hate
hate

still trapped
021209
...
. . 031212
...
superleni a beast,
stole its beak
and let it go.

snatched myself
a question,
took its time
that it could grow.

caught myself
a malady,
maimed its vile spread.

snared myself
an answer,
it died when it was read.
060927