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redfishbluefish i dont regret it i dont regret it i dont regret it i dont regret it

i appreciate it i appreciate it i appreacite it i appreciate it

i dont love you i dont love you im done loving you im done


i love you now i love you now i love you now i really love you now

i want to believe that you love me too
i want to believe that you know what it means to love me too
i want to believe that you can love my scars too

i want to know that the depth of my body is a canyon
i want to know that there is something more
i want to know that there is truth in the granduer of faith
i want to believe you. i want to believe in you. i want to believe in your promises of love.

i would die for you now
i would die for you now
i would die for you now

i wouldn't look for guidance before i fall
i wouldn't look for gratitude before i fall
i would look for your eyes before i fall

and I would fight for your body
i would fight for you body where everybody could see
i would fight for you body i would take it out to sea
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jane i envy your dedication to another.

being alone has so many advantages, though.
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