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squint my poetry is enough for some of you to claim I'm a decent writer. Its general enough for everyone to paste their own personal experiences to...but barely specific enough that they think its something special. Like its something more than it is. I'm small enough and bad enough that nobody feels threatened by me. I'm predictable and steady in a tumultuous way. I am just this gray plastic. I'm here to like, so I'm liked.

And then I'm just so annoying. Why WHY why WHYY does it seem like so many people like me? well, that has to be stopped. All I do is lie, right? its awful how incredibly fake I am and nobody seems to notice. They don't even try to see me. Luckily there is someone out there who thinks I'm a pretty lousy person overall, and they share that. enlighten blather. I'm so typically teen. Its so upsetting that somebody like me could ever be liked. Especially after all the unfair things I do to people.

those are the only reasons I can think of. there are more for disliking me, but I don't care enough to post them. as far as liking me...maybe I give people too much attention when they give me attention because I adore it so much. I guess that helps something.

anything based on my actual personality is just bullshit, you all know this. just rethink the whole liking-me thing. its so 5 months ago.
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possessed angel Fuck you.

I like YOU. Get over it.

I haven't been a constant, but I'm there when I can be. And I like you. YOU, who you REALLY ARE, EVERYTHING about you.

...even this.





But God damn it, straiten up!
Its not just me either, we're here for you.
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infatuated what a coincidence! this past june was like my favorite month! 021104
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p2 uhhh.....
ok
so i don't really know you
but i thought poets_are_stupid
was great
not just "decent"

so you're
"so typically teen"
so what?
why is that a bad thing?
you are a teen
are you not?
and assuming this is true
why are you upset
someone like you
could ever be liked?
should the typical teen
not be liked?

i'm sure nothing i say
will really matter to you anyway
afterall
what's the opinion of a stranger worth?

but it seems to me
that there are a great many
blatherers/blatherskites
who do know you
and do care for you

you may think it's not
the "real you"
but i think
many here are very intelligent
intelligent enough to see
through any facade
you may think
you are putting up

and they still like you
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cowboy-child i think sometimes people misunderstand what i'm trying to tell them, but it's my fault because i'm vague. people always assume that being on the defensive is the same as being offensive. 021104
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squint depleted i am being honest here: I did NOT mean to get a response like this, and I did not want anyone to be saying shit like "we like you" and it especially doesn't help me look NOT conceited. or whatever.


I don't know.
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squint but I dont want to sound like a bitch, and I did smile, so thanks.

gah.
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nocturnal because I am always honest. 021105
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daisytrail and i sat
across the asile from a woman on the train
and through my mirroed sunnies
stared at her
and stared at her
and stared at her
and stared at her

and she got up and moved away.

i am disliked cos i make people uncomfortable.

i like that
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John Muhammad Not really sure. It probably has a lot to do with shooting people from afar. 021106
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devalis I'm a real bitch when the occasion calls. Sometimes when it doesn't. 021107
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p2 how should i know?
it's not my problem
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no reason lalala...i am liked_disliked because i eatfood...
going crazy now...dee dee dee...
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littel_elf don't worry bout it squint
*ponders what to say then shrugs*
no words of wisdom to comfort you, so sorry. I can empathize but much good that will do, huh?

If you want, you can hate me... if it'll help. I'm afraid I can't hate you since I don't know you, but if you want I'll send you a pic and you can throw darts at it and everything.

I don't believe in being fake... or shallow. everyone has hidden depths. sometimes they just hide them really well. maybe you're hiding them from yourself. ;-) now stupid, stupid I believe in. the general population is stupid. but not blatherers... except for a specific few whom I shall not name...
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one for the road I am not what you will see every day walking down the road and don't act what someone would think I should 030205
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phil ego 040521