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friend_and_lover
ofsuch i miss my friend and lover so much

trying so hard to forget and all i do is the opposite

tried thinking about him all the time in hopes that i would forget

but it didnt work


i keep telling myself that hes not right for me anyways

but why dwell on the bad things, it doesn't make me miss him less

i have his number stored somewhere not easily accessible

so that way when i am weak and am desperate to call him
i dont have the number on me anyways and thus cant call

nice poa
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